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    谢谢那些打给我的找我聊天的电话

    上上周末在家睡午觉时被老板的电话叫醒,布置周一的实验任务。精神涣散的我让老板重复了3遍依然没有明白他的意思,于是老板怒了。
    挂掉电话我足足在床上呆坐了半小时之久,尚未缓过神来。
    晚上去剪头发,它总是长得比普通人快。店里没见到那个帮我剪了2年头发的理发师,一问才知道跳槽了。
    于是随便找了个人帮我剪,不出意外得剪得让我不满意了。
    顶着一头尚未习惯的短发回家,竟在看电视的妈妈面前爆发,像很小很小时候的自己,不顾脸面,嚎啕大哭起来,说不清到底在不爽些什么。
    上周末按照老板的要求在实验室加班做实验,平日习惯了MF的帮助和陪伴,一个人的实验室竟觉得异常孤单。
    后来Song来了和我一起吃饭陪我实验,一起在实验空隙玩游戏,才不觉得那么冷清。很晚了他要走的时候我居然也伤心的掉了几滴莫名其妙的泪水。
    真的已经失去了曾经赖以生存的强大内心支柱,脆弱敏感,不愿待在无语的环境,害怕孤独,喜欢热闹。为了让自己开心已经付出很多代价,却越来越义无反顾着。

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    还好还有个习惯了的人能让你在她面前嚎啕大哭呢~:P 抱抱感性的小孩~我也常这样,一点点的不安全感引出对于全局的不安全感,似乎一定要将气氛换掉才可以~有人陪你换很幸福,不要不高兴,过去就好啦~
    Sept. 14

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